Isaiah 55:1-5; Psalm 145:8-9, 15-22; Romans 9:1-5; Matthew 14:13-21
There are a lot of stories in the Gospels that we’ve heard so many times that we’ve gotten comfortable with them. We’ve heard them so many times that they don’t make much of an impact on us. And so, especially with the stories of miracles, we lose the sense of wonder we might have felt the first time we heard them.
For instance, today’s Gospel is the story we commonly call the Feeding of the Five Thousand. We read it on Sunday mornings pretty much every year from one Gospel or another. But does this miracle really make an impact on us? We read of story about feeding all these people with 5 loaves and 2 fish, and it’s kind of a feel-good story, a story about Jesus’ power. We tell it to our kids in Sunday school to teach them about giving what we have to God. But do we really learn anything from it?
First of all, “Feeding of the Five Thousand” is inaccurate. Let’s look at the last sentence in the reading: “And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.” So even if we assume only one woman or child per man, that number is already closer to ten thousand.
That’s a lot of mouths to feed. Double what we usually think of. And with nothing but a couple of fish and some hunks of bread.
We can say to ourselves “Oh, yeah, but this is Jesus. He could do anything. He’s God, after all.”
Yes, we do believe that Jesus is God. But we have a tendency to think of Jesus just waving his hand and saying (in the words of Jean-Luc Picard), “make it so,” and it was all done. No sweat. But we also read in the scriptures that, while he was God, Jesus was also human. He still had human limitations. He got tired from time to time. When the woman with a hemorrhage touched him, as we read just a few weeks ago, he knew she had done it because the scripture says “he felt power go out of him.” There were times when, after working with people for a while teaching, healing, etc. — he needed a break and had to get away.
So, it appears there was a human cost to what Jesus did. I imagine there was some cost to the very human Jesus in taking that tiny amount of food and multiplying it to feed ten thousand people. But he did it. Right afterward, if we read on in the Gospel, “he dismissed the crowds. And after he had dismissed the crowds, he went up the mountain by himself to pray.“ He didn’t hang around for praise. He didn’t tell people they needed to go to church. He didn’t ask for any payment. He just went away to be by himself.
In feeding this many people, without asking for any payback or thanks, Jesus was simply fulfilling the words of the prophet that we read today:
“Ho, everyone who thirsts, come to the waters; and you that have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.”
Here’a question: why, when someone is in need, do we feel like they need to do something to deserve our help. Or that we need people to give us something in return? Or that we deserve praise? When we feel like asking any of those questions, I think we need to stop and ask ourselves: when Jesus saved us on the cross, did he ask us to prove that we deserved it? He did not, and if he had, we would have been completely out of luck, because we definitively do not deserve what he did for us. So how can we possibly believe that we have any standing to decide who needs help and who doesn’t? And how would we make that decision? Do we only help people that can prove they are poor? What’s the cutoff income level? Do we factor in things like necessary medications, childcare, or rent before we decided if someone is “poor enough” for us to help them? Do we turn them away because they are alcoholics or are addicted to drugs? Do we refuse to help people we helped before but didn’t say “thank you?”
When you start putting conditions on who you are willing to help, things go downhill really fast.
And how do we square that attitude the Jesus’ parable of the sheep and the goats? We’re told we need to feed the hungry, visit those in prison, take care of the sick. We are never told “help people if they can prove they deserve it. And if they don’t say ‘thanks’ you can write them off.”
No, we’re told to just do it. Take care of people. Without prompting. Without any proof that they deserve it. Without expecting anything in return, even thanks.
I don’t know how many of you are Star Wars fans, but there is Disney series called “The Mandalorian,” which is famous for having a figure that many people called “Baby Yoda” until they found out that it was certainly not Yoda. I just started streaming it recently after holding out for a couple of years. The title figure is a member of a religious sect that lives by what they call “The Way.” Sometimes one of them will say to the other “This is the Way,” meaning they have acted according to their ethical code.
It reminded me that early Christians didn’t call themselves Christians. Instead, they referred to themselves as “followers of The Way.” I think we should bring that back and use it to describe how we are to deal with the world’s needs. We can use it to remind ourselves of how we are to live.
“The Way.” I like it.
Give to everyone.
Give without expecting to be paid back.
Give without judgment.
Give without expecting praise.
Give from your heart.
This is the Way.
Amen.